oh, i could wish all night...
so this is the deal, i really wanna update my lj, but i dunno what do say, so i'm gonna start with a survey-thingy/word asscociation okie day? ok!
WORD ASSOCIATION
rain >> drops
slippers >> tosty
hat >> stand (oh dear, that was lame)
hard >> oh man...
11:11 >> MAKE A WISH!
free >> ballin'
space >> ship
taste >> me
friends >> Boone
red >> lobster
deep >> eyes
heart >> ache
chord >> guitar
cheese >> burger
work >> SUCKS!
pedal >> accelerate muahaha
head >> blowjob (yeah, i'm badbadbad)
bed >> comfort
fluff >> kittens
hardcore >> MUSIC! =)
race >> loser
knife >> cut
jump >> down
am >> bored
want >> i dunno anymore...
need >> hug
crave >> him
love >> you
hate >> you
did >> hurt
feel >> empty
miss >> him
am annoyed by >> my roommate
would rather >> be with him
am tired of >> heartache
will always >> be me.
so, yeah, here i am on my moms birthday sittin in my dorm bored out of my mind. my roommate went home and she only lives 15 minutes from my house, so i figured maybe she'd take me to see my mom since it was, after all, her birthday. well, her boyfriend said no cause he wasn't sure if he'd be able to pick me up and bring me back. that frustrates me.
grr.
[ Part 1 -- The Basics]
What is your name?: candi
Are you named after anyone?: my cousin candy. who died when she was 3
What's your screename?:feisty lil pixi
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no, absolutely not.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: celeste.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yeah. oh god, all the time. especially with my last name.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Birthplace: Hickory, North Carolina
Age: 18
Age you act: 6
Current location: Charlotte, North Carolina
Eye color: green-ish
Hair color: brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous?: lefty
Zodiac sign?: cancer
Height?: 5'3" ??
[ Part 2 -- Describe... ]
Your heritage/nationality: um...white people? heh. naah, there's some italian back there some where.
Your hair: it's..hair?
Your fears: the dark, being alone, heartache, never being happy.
Your perfect room: uh, the kitchen.
What you practically do in a day: live? i don't get it.
[ Part 3 -- What is/are... ]
Words you overuse: dude, grr, fuck, maaan
Phrases you overuse: "what the fuck?!", "oh dear", "oh shit"
Your first thought when you wake up: it's a new day, but it all feels old
Your greatest accomplishment:leaving home
Something you want to do: get more tattoos
[ Part 4 -- This or that]
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi, but only cause dr. pepper is a pepsi product.
McDonald's or Burger Kings: mcdonalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: britney jean spears.
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Black or white: black
Bills or Coins (think $): bills
Burgers or hot dogs: burgers
Egypt or France: man, i love this question-- EGYPT!
Rock or rap: rock. duh.
[ Part 5 -- Do you... ]
Smoke: no
Cuss: um...yeah.
Sing well: i can when i wanna.
Sing in the shower: how'd you know?!
Talk to yourself a lot: yeah so? at least i don't answer myself.
Believe in yourself: depends on the situation
Like taking these long-ass surveys?: sometimes
Play an instrument: barely
Want to go to college?: isin't that where i'm at now?
Want to get married?: yeah
Want to have children?: yeah, lots of 'em
Think you're a health freak?: not hardly
Get along with your parents: not normally
Get along with your siblings?: i'm sure i would if i had 'em
Think you're popular: psh, yeah right.
[ Part 6 -- In the past month have you... ]
Gone out of state: haha yeah, on the way to boone from charlotte (i love you Jo! ^_^)
Drank alchohol: n--yeah.
Smoked: no
Got high: hahaha yeah right
Done any drugs: me? drugs? puh-lease.
Eaten an entire box of oreos: oreos come in a box?
Been on stage: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Been dumped: no
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: ...i plead the fifth
[ Part 7 -- The Last... ]
dream: last night?
nightmare: too long ago
Car ride: last night
time you cried: last week
movie seen: Saw
movie rented: um...
book read: Half Magic by Edward Egar
word said: yeah
curse word said: fuckin' shit.
time you laugh: just now
phone call: 10 minutes ago
CD played: Atreyu
song you listened to: Finger Eleven - "the Last Scene of Struggling"
annoyance: today...my roommate
IM: 30 minutes ago
weird encounter: i don't think those ever end...
person you hugged: Dustan
person you yelled at: maria's boyfriend
time you wore a skirt: last week
time you've been evil: today
time you've been sarcastic?: me? never!
time you fought with your parents: when i still lived at home
time you wished upon a star: yesterday
Played Truth or Dare: wow, elementary school?
Spent quality time alone: all day today, and i hated it.
[ Part 8 -- Randomness]
Are you talking to someone on AIM: nope
Do you feel lonely: yeah
Ever TP'd someone's house: no
How about egging someone's house: thought about it
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine?: haha no
Yo Momma: yeah, probably.
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you?: no
What do you think of George Bush?: what, the monkey?
Any secret fetishes?: i like biting. alot.
but i guess that's no secret
Do you like to wear chains?: yeah, sometimes.
How many languages do you speak?: 1, and i'm lucky to be able to speak that. lol.
War: Good or Bad?: bad
What do you think of designer labels?: what about them?
Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: paris hilton
What is it with guys and cars?: i have no idea
Do you sing?: uh huh!
If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)?: uhm..alto 1 & 2, and i can sing tenor, and bass with the boys too
Kiss or hug?: kiss
What color is your room?: white
How old is your mom?: 38?
Black and white or color photos?: depends.
Who cuts your hair?: Terri
What color is your toothbrush?: pink
What color is your hair brush?: green
What kind of hair products do you use?: ...shampoo? conditioner?
Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?: sure why not
Are you sXe?: no. but i respect the ones that are.
Are you sexy?: oh...no?
What color to people tells you looks nice on you?: nobody tells me anything of the sort
What color do you think looks nice on you?: i don't care
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?: clothes
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?: they sell edited cds? haha.
Can you beatbox?: um...i'm gonna go with no on that one.
Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?: lmao, yeah.
[ part 9 -- Music]
Do you play any instruments?: yeah, just barely.
If so, what one(s)?: drums, guitar
3 Favorite Genres Of Music: rock, rock, & rock
3 Favorite Bands: finger eleven, staind, mest
Do you go to concerts and/or shows?: if they're worth going to
What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?: $75.75
What is the least you've ever spent?: $35?
Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?: kinda
Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?: nah, if i like them, i'm not gonna be ashamed of it.
[ part 10 -- Which Is Worse? ]
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: emotional
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: good charlotte
Being Deaf/Being Blind?: deaf
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: bored
Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?: leg
[ part 11 -- Love]
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: yeah
Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?: yeah
Are you romantic?: uh...i dunno.
Are you in a relationship now?: yes
If so, for how long?: it'll be a month on wednesday
If not, how long have you been single?: ---
Are you a virgin?: no.
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: a lot
Turn-on?: wow, um, eyes.
Turn-off?: arrogance.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?: yeah
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: sometimes.
What is best about the opposite sex?: what's not?! they're amazing.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: penis envy.
What's the last present someone gave you?: shannon brought me cookies today!
Are you in love?: almost
Do you consider your significant other hot?: duh.
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: yeah
What is your idea of the best date?: something out of the ordinary
What was your first kiss like?:an experience. that's all i have to say.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: 15
Do you think love is a load of shit?: umm...no.
Whats the best experience you can have with the opposite sex?: true love.
[ part 12 -- do you think you are... ]
funny?: funny lookin.
pretty?: sometimes
sarcastic?: ...possibly
lazy?: yep.
hyper?: absolutely
friendly?: sometimes
evil?: sure
smart?: no
strong?: no
talented?: no
dorky?: 100%
man-o-man, that's all i've got. i hate that alot, too...cause i really wanted this entry to have some substance. heh. maybe tomorrow, guys...maybe tomorrow.
never tell your friends, they’ll never understand
confessions only burn themselves in the fire
choke on every word, that no one’s ever heard
your sentimental thoughts are strangled and tired...
WORD ASSOCIATION
rain >> drops
slippers >> tosty
hat >> stand (oh dear, that was lame)
hard >> oh man...
11:11 >> MAKE A WISH!
free >> ballin'
space >> ship
taste >> me
friends >> Boone
red >> lobster
deep >> eyes
heart >> ache
chord >> guitar
cheese >> burger
work >> SUCKS!
pedal >> accelerate muahaha
head >> blowjob (yeah, i'm badbadbad)
bed >> comfort
fluff >> kittens
hardcore >> MUSIC! =)
race >> loser
knife >> cut
jump >> down
am >> bored
want >> i dunno anymore...
need >> hug
crave >> him
love >> you
hate >> you
did >> hurt
feel >> empty
miss >> him
am annoyed by >> my roommate
would rather >> be with him
am tired of >> heartache
will always >> be me.
so, yeah, here i am on my moms birthday sittin in my dorm bored out of my mind. my roommate went home and she only lives 15 minutes from my house, so i figured maybe she'd take me to see my mom since it was, after all, her birthday. well, her boyfriend said no cause he wasn't sure if he'd be able to pick me up and bring me back. that frustrates me.
grr.
[ Part 1 -- The Basics]
What is your name?: candi
Are you named after anyone?: my cousin candy. who died when she was 3
What's your screename?:feisty lil pixi
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no, absolutely not.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: celeste.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yeah. oh god, all the time. especially with my last name.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Birthplace: Hickory, North Carolina
Age: 18
Age you act: 6
Current location: Charlotte, North Carolina
Eye color: green-ish
Hair color: brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous?: lefty
Zodiac sign?: cancer
Height?: 5'3" ??
[ Part 2 -- Describe... ]
Your heritage/nationality: um...white people? heh. naah, there's some italian back there some where.
Your hair: it's..hair?
Your fears: the dark, being alone, heartache, never being happy.
Your perfect room: uh, the kitchen.
What you practically do in a day: live? i don't get it.
[ Part 3 -- What is/are... ]
Words you overuse: dude, grr, fuck, maaan
Phrases you overuse: "what the fuck?!", "oh dear", "oh shit"
Your first thought when you wake up: it's a new day, but it all feels old
Your greatest accomplishment:leaving home
Something you want to do: get more tattoos
[ Part 4 -- This or that]
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi, but only cause dr. pepper is a pepsi product.
McDonald's or Burger Kings: mcdonalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: britney jean spears.
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Black or white: black
Bills or Coins (think $): bills
Burgers or hot dogs: burgers
Egypt or France: man, i love this question-- EGYPT!
Rock or rap: rock. duh.
[ Part 5 -- Do you... ]
Smoke: no
Cuss: um...yeah.
Sing well: i can when i wanna.
Sing in the shower: how'd you know?!
Talk to yourself a lot: yeah so? at least i don't answer myself.
Believe in yourself: depends on the situation
Like taking these long-ass surveys?: sometimes
Play an instrument: barely
Want to go to college?: isin't that where i'm at now?
Want to get married?: yeah
Want to have children?: yeah, lots of 'em
Think you're a health freak?: not hardly
Get along with your parents: not normally
Get along with your siblings?: i'm sure i would if i had 'em
Think you're popular: psh, yeah right.
[ Part 6 -- In the past month have you... ]
Gone out of state: haha yeah, on the way to boone from charlotte (i love you Jo! ^_^)
Drank alchohol: n--yeah.
Smoked: no
Got high: hahaha yeah right
Done any drugs: me? drugs? puh-lease.
Eaten an entire box of oreos: oreos come in a box?
Been on stage: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Been dumped: no
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: ...i plead the fifth
[ Part 7 -- The Last... ]
dream: last night?
nightmare: too long ago
Car ride: last night
time you cried: last week
movie seen: Saw
movie rented: um...
book read: Half Magic by Edward Egar
word said: yeah
curse word said: fuckin' shit.
time you laugh: just now
phone call: 10 minutes ago
CD played: Atreyu
song you listened to: Finger Eleven - "the Last Scene of Struggling"
annoyance: today...my roommate
IM: 30 minutes ago
weird encounter: i don't think those ever end...
person you hugged: Dustan
person you yelled at: maria's boyfriend
time you wore a skirt: last week
time you've been evil: today
time you've been sarcastic?: me? never!
time you fought with your parents: when i still lived at home
time you wished upon a star: yesterday
Played Truth or Dare: wow, elementary school?
Spent quality time alone: all day today, and i hated it.
[ Part 8 -- Randomness]
Are you talking to someone on AIM: nope
Do you feel lonely: yeah
Ever TP'd someone's house: no
How about egging someone's house: thought about it
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine?: haha no
Yo Momma: yeah, probably.
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you?: no
What do you think of George Bush?: what, the monkey?
Any secret fetishes?: i like biting. alot.
but i guess that's no secret
Do you like to wear chains?: yeah, sometimes.
How many languages do you speak?: 1, and i'm lucky to be able to speak that. lol.
War: Good or Bad?: bad
What do you think of designer labels?: what about them?
Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: paris hilton
What is it with guys and cars?: i have no idea
Do you sing?: uh huh!
If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)?: uhm..alto 1 & 2, and i can sing tenor, and bass with the boys too
Kiss or hug?: kiss
What color is your room?: white
How old is your mom?: 38?
Black and white or color photos?: depends.
Who cuts your hair?: Terri
What color is your toothbrush?: pink
What color is your hair brush?: green
What kind of hair products do you use?: ...shampoo? conditioner?
Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?: sure why not
Are you sXe?: no. but i respect the ones that are.
Are you sexy?: oh...no?
What color to people tells you looks nice on you?: nobody tells me anything of the sort
What color do you think looks nice on you?: i don't care
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?: clothes
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?: they sell edited cds? haha.
Can you beatbox?: um...i'm gonna go with no on that one.
Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?: lmao, yeah.
[ part 9 -- Music]
Do you play any instruments?: yeah, just barely.
If so, what one(s)?: drums, guitar
3 Favorite Genres Of Music: rock, rock, & rock
3 Favorite Bands: finger eleven, staind, mest
Do you go to concerts and/or shows?: if they're worth going to
What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?: $75.75
What is the least you've ever spent?: $35?
Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?: kinda
Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?: nah, if i like them, i'm not gonna be ashamed of it.
[ part 10 -- Which Is Worse? ]
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: emotional
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: good charlotte
Being Deaf/Being Blind?: deaf
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: bored
Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?: leg
[ part 11 -- Love]
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: yeah
Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?: yeah
Are you romantic?: uh...i dunno.
Are you in a relationship now?: yes
If so, for how long?: it'll be a month on wednesday
If not, how long have you been single?: ---
Are you a virgin?: no.
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: a lot
Turn-on?: wow, um, eyes.
Turn-off?: arrogance.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?: yeah
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: sometimes.
What is best about the opposite sex?: what's not?! they're amazing.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: penis envy.
What's the last present someone gave you?: shannon brought me cookies today!
Are you in love?: almost
Do you consider your significant other hot?: duh.
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: yeah
What is your idea of the best date?: something out of the ordinary
What was your first kiss like?:an experience. that's all i have to say.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: 15
Do you think love is a load of shit?: umm...no.
Whats the best experience you can have with the opposite sex?: true love.
[ part 12 -- do you think you are... ]
funny?: funny lookin.
pretty?: sometimes
sarcastic?: ...possibly
lazy?: yep.
hyper?: absolutely
friendly?: sometimes
evil?: sure
smart?: no
strong?: no
talented?: no
dorky?: 100%
man-o-man, that's all i've got. i hate that alot, too...cause i really wanted this entry to have some substance. heh. maybe tomorrow, guys...maybe tomorrow.
never tell your friends, they’ll never understand
confessions only burn themselves in the fire
choke on every word, that no one’s ever heard
your sentimental thoughts are strangled and tired...