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So things are good. I was looking back on past entries and realized that I really enjoy my lj more when I'm not complaining non-stop. That really needs to end ( Read more... )

Apparently I still don't know my limit...

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Tomorrow I will be happy.

Things have been getting better. Thanks to everyone that I had loooong chats with, I realize I was a bit delusional, or something...Haha ( Read more... )

Things are better. I mean, nothings changed, but I guess today is just one of those good days when my mind is just like "get over it, you don't really have a problem." I'm just afraid that this feeling won't last. I think part of it is the fact that I have this awesome music guiding me. I've been listening to the new Jet cd (thanks to Rox) pretty ( Read more... )

I'm seriously thinking about chopping my hair off. I want it to be really short..I mean not extremely short, but I need a change. I need to start new. For some reason, hair cuts just always seem to be the answer.
This year is devoted to study. Nothing else. I'm sick of going out. I'm sick of having fun, really. I just want to concentrate and be good ( Read more... )

What's this empty feeling in my heart?
Oh yeah, its the tie you forgot to knot
Its the pain that lives inside of me
That's always lived inside of me
But you've let it escape, let it form
Let it eat me up
Until I become nothing
Nothing is what you want
Nothing is what I need
To want nothing, to feel nothing
To become nothing
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So, things kinda suck right now. Not in a "everything is against me, horrible things are happening kinda way," but in a more mental, "you're doing this to yourself" kinda way. Sometimes that's even worse, I suppose, because you know that you have the power to stop it, and you're just not ( Read more... )