*I thought about locking this post. I really have felt the need to write my feelings somewhere. I love writing in this journal because it feels safe. Please do not be offended by this post. Its just some thoughts and feelings I have had inside i need to let out. This is about my life, not my friends list*

( the promise/warning:long, rantish, confusing )

*S C R E A M S*

............

feel a little better now

Just wanted to say

( Read more... )

my previous post was just me venting. it was not directed to anyone. just me figuring out a few things about a certain person in my life. my journal, i feel, is a safe place to write my thoughts and feelings. so i did. that is all. i dont expect anyone to understand my post entirely, and really the post was not made for anyone to understand ( Read more... )

i love having a place to vent.

You're confusing.
You try to pretend like you aren't. But you are! You say you want something and that you feel "this" way, but your actions tell a totally different story. I think you just say things. I don't know why. But you just do. I also think you "feel" this way about a LOT of people. Which is fine. But, do ( Read more... )

Just when I start to think, maybe I could love you....I realize I'm a fool.

Looky someone special made me something extremely beautiful.

( Read more... )

I just want to write an official apology to anyone that has missed me on AIM lately. I have an overload of work that I have to do, and have been crashing at like 9pm. Yuck! I will have more time by the end of this week to chat though, so you better fill me in on all your latest news. Plus anyone who is joining the community. It is almost done, well ( Read more... )

confession

im the worst friend ever.

/confession

I guess I should start writing in this thing, huh? I had pictured this cute little first post I would write..but..Im not in the mood at the moment. Go figure ( Read more... )