"You're floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
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December, i can feel you coming.
your cold breath is running down my spine.
one two manys you've shattered my mind.
taken such bitter sweet life from me.
day by day the reaper closes in.
yet, a new day will come and that is the iorny.

floating through time on one last breath
slipping before victory
hesitent to lifes touch
wanting the most needed feeling, peace of mind.

so full of hope
with a beauty beyond light
and dreams of redemshion

yet lost among the grey
a fear of life
and locked within a simple flaw

i clench my teeth till they grind.

the hairs on the back of my neck rise.

my anger rises and i begain to shake.

thoughts of revenge and total chaos roll throughout my senceless head

this keeps going on and im begining to go insane.

i despise her more and more everyday for leaving me here.

like a bullet leaving a gun i wanna dive into my dreams and never ( Read more... )

Lost in a dream
Nothing is what it seems
Searching my head
For the words that you said
Tears filled my eyes
As we said our last goodbyes
The sad scene replays
Of you walking away

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust

Time and again
She repeats lets be friends
I smile and say yes
Another truth bends,
I ( Read more... )

-Another stranger me-

A seed of doubt
It exists
And it grows
A glimpse of life
From somewhere deep within
Awake and understand

Is there anyone else here?
Somebody's screaming
Please help me
Let's find out now
That I am not dreaming
Welcome to my damnation
Here it comes the real me

I didn't know
I couldn't hear the answer
My mind was blank
I should' ( Read more... )

give me a pen and ill write you the saddest story

thers nothing in this world that can satisfy you ( Read more... )

that kinda of shit is fucked up.
its easy turning your back on a stranger that youve known your whole life.
the word "love" gets tossed around like a hacky sack on a bad day.
there so much hate and jelousy it make me cringe and most of the time i cant handle it. when i watch others i observe the whole picture and compare it to to my old tatered photo ( Read more... )