I think it's time to actually update this journal now. Well everything has been confusing life is just full of surprises. But the people who are a part of my life are just so rad, last night proved it all i've missed so many people. This past month has just been none stop hang outs with all the people i care about the most ( Read more... )

Wish enough, wise man'll tell you a lie ( Read more... )

if you love me you will be at my house tonight

So i'm absolutely crazy bored of everything. I mean nothing makes me look forward to the next day and it sucks. It's not like i'm not happy, its just its seems like my life is going on this straight line and not moving. So please someone make my day a lil more interesting please ( Read more... )

This weekend was fabulous! We all headed off to the b to see some bands met some new people and such. Where they played a very funny cover of since you've been gone. After that i was convinced to go find a ghost town with the girls and russ. Driving south of my town finding that mark gave us the wrong directions. The boys got stuck and us girls ( Read more... )

I go home last night and think this week could not get any worse. Then i talk to a good friend and my anger and hurt, turns into complete sadness and guilt. Because life hits you again, reminds you that life is too short and its time to start smartening up, be thankful for what you have and that you have a future.

I think what i hate the most is people trying to tell me what i'm doing with my life. If i say i plan on doing something in the future I'M GOING TO DO IT! You have no right telling me otherwise. You should know by now i don't listen to anyone who try to make decisions for me. I'm my own person, I make up my own mind. The only other people i listen ( Read more... )

ok so i'm not that bitter...i just really can't stand most people right now. So if i have talked to you in the last three days that means i don't hate you ( Read more... )

Please go away and die

Thursday i got to see the all so cute russ in Carmen, with tyler it was lots of fun even though tyler and i did get lost picking up andrea on the way. Then friday i worked and i'm debating to find another job because of the crappy hours and i need to save for grad trip and the city next year. After that Pat came over which was kinda weird but fun ( Read more... )