ugh
my mom bought me medicine last night
i took some and a sleeping pill
i was out by 9:30.
at 11:33 pm my mom wakes me up.
im half asleep and confused cause shes crying.
"What the hell is going on" is all I am thinking.
"Chris knows!" is what my mothr exclaims.
Chris comes in m room "Ivette I love you."
Fuck... all three of us crying.
I dont wanna say what we were crying about. but its gonna change our "family".
Ive never cried with my brother before.
it was odd.
I wrote a letter. I dont know who its for or who Ill give it to. But I had Will in mind when i wrote it for some reason.
Maybe hell get it. Maybe he wont.
Its about the event that took place last night.
When i went back to my room at 12... i l aid on my bed.
My head felt so heavy when it hit the pillow.
Im worried about my little BROTHER.
i took some and a sleeping pill
i was out by 9:30.
at 11:33 pm my mom wakes me up.
im half asleep and confused cause shes crying.
"What the hell is going on" is all I am thinking.
"Chris knows!" is what my mothr exclaims.
Chris comes in m room "Ivette I love you."
Fuck... all three of us crying.
I dont wanna say what we were crying about. but its gonna change our "family".
Ive never cried with my brother before.
it was odd.
I wrote a letter. I dont know who its for or who Ill give it to. But I had Will in mind when i wrote it for some reason.
Maybe hell get it. Maybe he wont.
Its about the event that took place last night.
When i went back to my room at 12... i l aid on my bed.
My head felt so heavy when it hit the pillow.
Im worried about my little BROTHER.