"Why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you"

---Taking Back Sunday

I can't. I still like him alot! I have whats his name throwing himself at me and I cant manage to feel the same.

bleh.

I still want him.

Jeez have I had a good four days.

Thursday + Friday= Meridona Shows
Saturday= Carnival
Sunday= Jeez. You guys will see tomorrow. :)

Only downer about today is that it wouldve been 2 months for me and Will. :\. oh well.

( Thursday )

I came down from my high this morning. It felt horrible ( Read more... )

Well it's love... Make is hurt... I deserve it....

I swear he writes songs for me

I hate when people tell me how i should feel.

its like damn they are my emotions let me feel how i want.

let me say what i want to say without twisting it around on me.

its not fair

Ill stop bitching now.

I have Meridona to look forward to.

8 WEEKS!
add//2:09 ( Read more... )

im such a fucking fuck up

::hold your breath cause you only make things worse::

I swear Adam Lazzara writes songs for me.

I have GREAT friends. I really do! I'd do anything for them. I love them more than anything else in this whole god damn fucked up world ( Read more... )

He's not here

It's been 10 days

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Day three
+ Stood Home all Day
+ WEnt out to dinner with me mom
+ My dad brought me money
+ Couldnt sleep

Day four
+ Taste of Chaos!
+ 7 weeks for me and that boy. I don't know if it counts though
+ Met Mikey fucking Way!
+ It's all here

Day five
+ Stood home again
+ Was sore as fuckkkk
+ Curtis came over with brian.

Day six+ Went to Walgreens ( Read more... )

oh man he actually misses me!

Fuck Taste of Chaos was the best fucking thing ever ( Read more... )