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[_tehkillers]

i'm not going to new york. mum yelled at me yesterday & said that it was a stupid idea & that she never meant it. she yelled at me cus i didn't want to stay the night at lily's. she said it was my fault i had no friends. it hurt cus i thought she understood how i felt, but it was all meaningless, empty bullshit. i have to see lily & lou tonite to

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[mixtaperomances]

ohh zo, that sucks your not going to ny anymore. and that your mum yelled at you. i hope all goes well tonite ♥

love u <3

[_tehkillers]

thanks, i was like bawling for hours last nite; i cannot believe i'm not goin. it was all i had to look forward to & i hate her for taking that away from me.

tonite should be "ok", i'll put on my fake face & have a fake laugh.

[beaufou]

oh my god zoe, i'm so sorry you're not going! i know how much you wanted to go :( it's not fair. but someday you'll go. when you're older you can just blow everyone off and o to NY. aw, i'm so sad this happened. i wish i could ..give you a hug! lol, ..i hope things get better ♥

[_tehkillers]

i'm still going to make her take me, lol. we made up today, i;m hoping i can make her forget she said it. i think i'm still going to be able to go.

[beaufou]

yay!! aww, i'm so happy for you!! ♥