School's going along with ease, as expected. i have reaclimitated to where i have found myself. Its the end of the semester soon, and there's a possibility i'll make the deans list. a possibilityyyyyyy. nothing more. no less. but the grades are good. Registration for next semester is the 13th. AND GOD DAMMIT, IM TAKING SOME ART ( Read more... )

Its some kind of law. fair or unfair. things change.
the most important thing is to feel and react to what's yours. this is life ( Read more... )

hrmmmm. well. im sitting in the computer lab at school. (had to catch up in my retard math class) Its been one kick ass day so far. I was dreading writing my first paper in 4 years, but i did and it kicked major ass. My topic was fear and if it should play a major role in your decision making. well IIIII think it kicked ass, we'll see what ( Read more... )

i had no idea what was instore for me here. I'm happy to be here, but readjusting has taken its toll. im eating less, losing weight, and oh 'my gOD, did you SEE that? it just flew R I G H T up my nose.' what is wroong with me?! WHY the fuck am i not handling this well? Whatever it is that's keeping me from being myself is gonna have to ( Read more... )

life in austin so far has been full of stress and good times. it seems the good times stress me out. making any sense? dont have to. and i dont have to be on here blogging about it but, hey im high, might as well. Today was my first day of work at the new location. Apparently i work with a group of wierdos. (always meant in a good way) They ( Read more... )

the panda is here. good times.

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well three or four bourbon down and packing seemed like fun. Klonopin and a cigaratte made it elegant. Now 'get shit done' time.... had turned into art and crafts time. (What started this is i was cleaning out my top drawer and i found the hundreds of Effexof pills i'd never consumed, and i had the godsent urge to take apart some capsules and ( Read more... )

Inside here, i have yet to look around the new world ( Read more... )

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