man i need to snap out of this...i am.
i need to realize and make it work that i can not change at all. i have to let God change me. i am joining His story, not the other way around.
love you all
and You.
i need to study
and shower
and wash clothes

our God is so great. He deserves all the praise i can give to Him. i could never give Hime what He deserves, but i will try.
i am so in love
its indescribable

well man things have been going great ( Read more... )

well i just got back from the wild men retreat and that was a blast. i need to share what i learned or i will forget it.

i need to keep calm and keep building relationships.

trust God.
value my friends
love everyone

im in a weird mood right now.
i think it is because i am chosing to be.
i just want to do stuff.
i will go to worship at 10:07.
that will help.
give things to the Father.

i like college a ton. i think once i get in the routine, it will be better than high school. who knows though.
i cant think to hard.
about certain things

i know God is after a few things in my heart.
i want Him to have them
i am finally going to let Him have them
it is scary but i need to do it

all to, through and for Him.

so i moved out. i am living catty corner from where i used to live. 217 smith ( Read more... )

this is so wierd to me.
and hard
this is so much harder than high school
high school is a joke compaired to this.
i have to study so much more.
i dont know how i will do
i like it though
its fun and completely different.
i have to do homework now.
i love You

well i have moved in and my parents are gone.
this is just weird to me. it is my room
i will be living here with another person
another human.
wow.
i am kind of amazed.
i miss alot of things though already.
im nervous big time.
i really want to meet new people but i just get nervous.
help me with this whole huge experiance please Lord

i am so close to school that its becoming scary ( Read more... )