dad put me in charge of Smith & Hamrick Ent., Inc. so pretty much i got a huge raise and i can pay my bills a lot easier and save my credit. i love the responsibility. i'm the dude that goes to the meetings and i'm the dude that bids the jobs. if i need help dad will be there to help me. he's pretty much going to be a silent partner. he gets his ( Read more... )

orren's dad got a heart tonight. they started surgery at 10pm, and it won't be over until 5am. that's right, he got a heart. the energy inside the room tonight at the hospital was amazing. like that feeling you get when everything is going your way, well it was like that in one ball in this tiny room where his dad, in an induced coma, was hooked up ( Read more... )

so, my dad is in the hopital with a bum liver. he has to quit drinking so it can heal itself. if he doesn't quit drinking he'll end up ded. but he's going to quit. he's been up there for 6 or 7 days i'm not sure. probably 7. he'll be in there a few more ( Read more... )

i saw my uncle ronnie today. he's in the nursing home still. i really enjoyed seeing him. mom asked him who i was and he said really hushed, 'joshawee.' that's pretty much all that he said. his nurse came in and said that one thing he loves to do is watch tv but his is broken. it's one that we gave him about 6 months ago. i felt like doing a good ( Read more... )

i got a new phone a couple weeks ago. it's a blackberry curve. i can get email on it and i'm tired of people commenting on myspace about bullshit because some phisherman hacked their account. i also bought a jeep grand cherokee. i lost a bluetooth and bought one that is even better that won't fall out of my ear accidentally. i sold denise the piece ( Read more... )

i was asked what can you put in a bucket that makes it lighter? i thought about it for a little bit and couldn't think of anything. then the dude says a hole. fuck that shit.

mom and dad are sick. mom's in the hospital and dad needs to go and may go. mom has a blockage on the front of her heart. tomorrow morning they are going to do a heart catheter to help find out what all is blocked and how much so they know what to do. dad's at home short of breath, gut swollen, legs and feet swollen, head hard as a rock and ( Read more... )

i just had a nightmare. it kinda makes me feel like less of a person. changes the way i think of myself. only temporarily i'm sure. dang, fuck a nightmare.

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i quit smoking cigarettes 1 year ago today!