so life has been going on as ever for me. it's just that things don't really seem the same as of late. i feel really out of place almost everywhere i go. a few examples
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Ohh....baby... I love you!! I hope you get back into your music mode of creativeness. you should think about listening to music that gets you inthat mood again...i think it might be because for the past month you have been listening to one cd and only that for like weeks at a time...you should stop that...yea i know it helps you learn the music but you need music that gets you pumped and ready to play your drums and jam our somethng awesome <3 I LOVE YOU!! As for your band members you should go out and have a man play date or something with them...go see a movie or something...have fun!...don't think i'm stoping you from it! I love you and i want you to have friends..as long as they aren't girls i don't know of ^_^...anyways I Love You!!
you should just get to know the band on a more personal level. just ask them things and dont feel shy. just go for it. kevin i know you .. i know you can do it. i love you man.
Sorry about that man, I've been in a really wierd place lately, so, I'm not all here. I've just been really quiet all around, except with Tree. I still talk to her about everything, although I've been so exhausted by the time I talk to her every night, haha. Man, I've been all exhausted lately. It's WIERD! I've been going to sleep early and shit. Let's buy some smirnoff triple blacks (cause I really, really want one, hahaha) and just chill at my place all these 2 weeks. Let's kill things! Rahhhhh!!!
don't worry. we talked yesterday and things felt better. your parents being gone is gonna make things super good. i will definitely buy some smirnoff triple black and we'll chill this week. oh, and we're going to gc on friday. it's on!
Okay Kevin. I really don't want you to feel out of place around us but I can understand if you do, because you have to be really active in our little... group. >_> This doesn't apply to me I guess because the only time I see you is in band related functions, but why don't you guys all try to do something that doesn't involve the band? Go do something fun and just hang out together. I think that would make you guys feel closer! :)
And I hope you're comfortable with your sexuality and that doesn't make you feel gay. And I hope if you weren't thinking that what I just said didn't put it in your head. Hm. Yes. I should probably delete that whole last part.
Anyway! We love hangin' with you, so ... Lets all get together at Fernando's while his parents are away!!! :)
yeah, i tend to blend into my surroundings until i become more comfortable around people. don't worry, cuz someday i will be as off the wall with you guys as i am with all my friends.
just to let you know, i love huggin them guys and stuff. i don't even feel queer or gay when i do. it's comfortable, and it makes me feel happy. however, i am 100% straight. so, no action between any of them and i will ever take place. just ben and brad, lol.
yes, i will definitely see you there! thanks for the words. =)
Kidding man. I told you guys, I feel most comfortable around you out of anyone in the band (besides Ben). So don't trip chocolate chip! People like you, just make more of an effort and that effort will be returned ;) Love you buddy!
heh, i must say i don't get how you feel so comfortable around me, but thanks, man. i will make more of an effort. just be prepared to answer some stupid, silly, and personal questions. =)
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And I hope you're comfortable with your sexuality and that doesn't make you feel gay. And I hope if you weren't thinking that what I just said didn't put it in your head. Hm. Yes. I should probably delete that whole last part.
Anyway! We love hangin' with you, so ... Lets all get together at Fernando's while his parents are away!!! :)
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just to let you know, i love huggin them guys and stuff. i don't even feel queer or gay when i do. it's comfortable, and it makes me feel happy. however, i am 100% straight. so, no action between any of them and i will ever take place. just ben and brad, lol.
yes, i will definitely see you there! thanks for the words. =)
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Kidding man. I told you guys, I feel most comfortable around you out of anyone in the band (besides Ben). So don't trip chocolate chip! People like you, just make more of an effort and that effort will be returned ;) Love you buddy!
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