I'm not sure what I want to do with myself now. I've pretty much lost a lot of my will to do things, so how do I get back on track? Should I go out and do what I've been avoiding? Go get piss ass drunk and hook up with every girl possible? Would that make me happy? I don't know. I can't just disregard my feelings within two days, but I know ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking confused I can hardly speak.

Someone tell me what to think because I don't know if I'm just being stupid or something...

I've been avoiding using this as a source of anger and frustration for some time, but I feel compelled to write an entry due to significant events taking place in my life ( Read more... )

Fuckin' cynical.

Hahahaha

Normally, the day before my birthday I can not get it out of my head that I am actually going to be a year older than before. Out of all days, I thought I wouldn't be able to think of anything else, but it was different this year. I couldn't stop thinking about going back to Louisiana, getting drunk, seeing all my friends, and Nancy. In fact, I ( Read more... )

And I'd give up all my bad habits for a good one.

I was going to write about something that has been really pissing me off, but instead, Fuck It.

It seems that you can find out who you best friends are when they come to visit you, without being asked, while you are hopped up on painkillers after minor surgery ( Read more... )

In about 9 hours I get my wisdom teeth out. Fun!

My dad also told me that I will probably be working in the bar at Schuberts when it is complete, since I'll be 18 before its done. Luckily, the bartending age here is 18, woot.

So yeah. Due to the fact that I am a guy, I've come to the conclusion that in the near future I need to get laid. Yes, yes. I have such a weakness. I've dealt with not getting any for a while and I'm fed up with it. I - Need - Ass. Call me shallow, but I think I deserve some sweet lovin ( Read more... )