"He has risen, indeed!"
So I am presently on a quest for spirituality. I figured Easter would be a perfect day to really reflect on my current situation and religion. For the past couple months the issue of religion has been a touchy subject. My past apathetic view of Christianity and religion in general has left me feeling empty, and without purpose. Although I do not believe that relgion should be your sole provider of purpose, it is undoubtedly one of the biggest.
Attending church is never a bore nor a hassle, but a large part of me feels that I am missing something. I wish that I could recieve explanations rather than persuations. I'd like to know everything there is to know about the beginning, the end, and everything else that relgion seems to glide over so carelessly. My own studies of the beginning and the end have returned fruitless; each new find has taken me farther away from my path.
So, all-in-all, I would like to believe--pure, unadultered faith. But, I cannot. Hopefully somewhere along my quest I will find the holy grail that my faith is lacking.