"If I keep holding back tears in this weather, my heart will freeze." - Conor.

I'm really unhappy about a lot of things, but so unbelievably happy about others. I don't think I've ever felt more weird about friendship in my life. Maybe it's because I'm done with high school? But I know now for sure that I am probably not going to make anymore life ( Read more... )

I have so much to say, but I don't want anyone to hear it. Tonight at dinner, Vilma, Mirtha, and I made a list of GRADE A CERTIFIED HOTTIES that we can all for the most part agree on. I'm talkin nooo doubt in your mind that this guy is ridiculously fucking hot:

1. Josh Barba

2. Mikey Tan (and his entire family)

3. Mike Puno

4. Djedefre Llanda

5. Josh ( Read more... )

"There are only a handful of people in your lifetime that will love you unconditionally."

1. I really like you, you're fantasic and you're always there. Even at 4 in the morning, or 9:30 am, or 5:00 in the afternoon. But honestly? You're not for me. You're just not..and saying why would ultimately make me look shallow and stupid, so I'll refrain. But hey, it's how I feel. Maybe I'm not old enough or mature enough to look past certain ( Read more... )

I LOVE VILMA, MIRTHA, AND BRIANNA! I will seriously never ever forget this weekend. It was the best. Best girlfriends for life. The ones that have always always been there. Always. I am in looooooooooooooove with life and I'm the luckiest girl in the world to have such intelligent, gorgeous, hilarious, fun, down, amazzzzzzzzzing girls.

the funny one ( Read more... )

Here's a real livejournal entry from me. Finally.

"I define forgiving as letting someone back into your heart. True forgiveness isn't easy, but it transforms us significantly. To forgive is to love and to feel worthy of love. In that sense, it is always worthwhile."

I'm learning a lot about myself. Just when I think I've got everything in the bag, ( Read more... )

Hey, I'm a player. Always have been. I go "shopping" when it comes to boys. I like to try things on, and when I buy something and I don't want it anymore, or it "doesn't fit" anymore, I have no problems with giving it to charity. ;) This time, I slipped up and let them all know about each other in an effort to be honest. Whoops. Won't happen again ( Read more... )

Everything is really perfect right now. I just got off work. I love working at In n Out. I get paid $10.75 an hour to run around, learn new things, yell and laugh with amazing co-workers, smile, give stickers to little kids, and make friends with strangers. AND, for 10 whole minutes out of my shift, I get a free double-double and as many fries and ( Read more... )

Today I got my period at work, got horrible cramps, threw up in the bathroom, and then some more in the back in front of people. It was awful and I thought I was going to paaaass out. I throw up when I get the hiccups, and when I get my period. AGH! Thank goodness Gentry let me go home. Thank god..

I came home, took Midol (thanks Vilma and Mirtha!) ( Read more... )

ohhhh my boyfriend is so crafty =)

AHHH! Our two months was the CUTEST! He gave me little surprises throughout the night! At first it was two bouquets of roses! Pink ones and orange-ish ones!! then a balloon!! then a reeeally soft pooh bear cutie <3 and a HEFFALUMP!! and a necklace! =))) It's really pretty. It's two hearts intertwined, with a PEARL ( Read more... )