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I'm really frustrated with a lot right now.
on top of all of my problems:
I'm being sued for $3,000.
My grandmother is back in the hospital.
(I found out both of these in today.)
I still HAVE NO JOB!
I need money. BAD!
My last year of high school is going to be more than humbling!! (I'm talking seat belt at the lunch table, call me a stupid loser now and get it over with.)
I really want to do theatre but there is no way. I feel like I will be looking at everyone enjoying their senior year, mine will probably be the most agonizing ever. But, let's pretend like I have a good out look upon it so that it will seem like everything is ok.
Next, I can not get rid of this empty-lonely feeling inside of me. I love God for putting all of these optsticles in my life, I just wish that I could start over. I really need to have a good last weekend of summer for my sanity!! I feel like I am growing distant to some of my very favorite people. I miss a lot of people. I really miss my mom, yet I do not feel like I have ever been more angry with her than I am now. I guess that's just something that I'll need to pray about. Please keep me in your prayers.
I am like a prayer vampire! I'm sorry for all that I have asked of you.