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Aug 16, 2004 14:55

Sorry for the following, I don't know how I feel. My nature is taking over me. I feel like it would be more natural for me to be free from the restrictions that I have right now. I'm used to being empty on the inside, but wild and free on the outside. I feel like a caged bird. What's wrong with me? I want human affection, what can I say? Yet I am ( Read more... )

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aboutanhourago August 16 2004, 12:42:45 UTC
yes, your life means anything

Tyler(though that is rocky)
... rocky?!!

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be happy superkris August 16 2004, 18:01:08 UTC
Milo, your life means everything. No matter how different you feel you are , you will always, ALWAYS have a connection with Jesus. He definitely understands. And I think that without you, my life would be much more dull! Have a good day!
--Kristen Flerl

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Re: be happy _tick_tick_boom August 16 2004, 18:43:58 UTC
Thanks. The question was kind of ment as sarcasm and a little bit ironic. Asking if I have a purpose after stating my desire for life.

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Dear Milo heelsoverhead4u August 16 2004, 18:14:34 UTC
I know how you feel...I see people all the time that I just want to reach out to, but I don't know how. Hard as it is to say, some of them have been my very best friends...That is one thing I am having to learn as I get older, that people decide to change. I had a conflict with myself last year. Some of my friends did not BELIEVE what I believed and I questioned myself "Should I even be friends with them....?" It just seemed like God was steering me in a different direction.

Of course your life means something! You may not see it now, but I see God doing amazing things in your life and this is just the beginning of a spiritual journey for you. I wish you the best of luck with your student led ministry "group" that you are forming. You are in my prayers.
<3 Raffi

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princess_fred August 16 2004, 18:49:54 UTC
milo, do you know what i would give to be in that list of people at the end of your entry? My heart reaches out to you as yours does to that girl. but it seems that both of you have shut your hearts to anyone that tries to enter in. I have tried to get to know you milo, i have tried to understand, i have prayed for you every single day. I know God has heard me. He always hears every prayer ever spoken or thought. So I know that what i work hard to do everyday, do get closer in, is not in vain. Your life is valuable and anything that i can do to help make it a better one is worthwhile. So whether you open up to me is your choice. Follow your heart. But no matter what you decide, I will always be here and you will always always be in my prayers.

love~your sister in Christ, Susana

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_tick_tick_boom August 17 2004, 02:58:49 UTC
That last sentence was meant to be ironic.

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princess_fred August 17 2004, 15:09:03 UTC
i know about the last sentence now. but please read the rest of my comment milo. i wrote it with all my heart and i meant every word.

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_tick_tick_boom August 17 2004, 16:46:13 UTC
i did read it. Thanks.

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broken_renewal August 16 2004, 19:34:35 UTC
i'm glad you wrote this. because i've been feeling like you feel that way and milo i really miss not seeing you everyday and i really miss talking to you and hanging out with you. can we do something this weekend?

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