so i've been thinking....

[_tickled2]

So i found a letter from my mom today, one that i had received the day she passed away but for some reason it hit me so much harder after everything that has happened at school. In her letter, she told me how proud she was of me and how much she loved me. And i can't stop wondering if she is still proud of me after she passed away and still loves

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[bloudaze]

Diana,
I love you so much. I can't express that as much as i want to through a live journal or even in person bc im not that type of a person. Your mom, even though i did not get the chance to know her, i KNOW is still so proud of you. You are an amazing person, and one stupid mistake does not change that. You are someone I know that I can go to talk to and you will make me feel better. I am more certain about this then i ever have been of anything in my life: your mom loves you so much. It's always the special people that have to go (i was just watching oprah about a little boy who died) and its not fair to the people left on earth but God knows how to pick them. I love you, Diana Marie Bamberger, you are so special
always and forever
Louisa

[brii]

not really sure what to say, but what you wrote was really beautiful. and i want you to know i love you and i hope i get to spend lots of good times with you these last 4 months and the rest of the G7 :)
MUCHLOVE<33333

[brii]

oh and DUH your mom still loves you. absolutely nothing will change that and you know she still looks at you with a big smile. she would be proud of you for keeping her in your heart no matter what and if she was still here she would do nothing but support you. i only got to meet her once that short time before homecoming, but i could tell she was someone special. keep your chin up diana, everything will be alright <3

[_greenfairy]

Diana, your mom loves you so much, which is why she was so strong. she loves everything about you, even the things you might not like about yourself. she was certainly amazing and i wish, like you, that everyone had gotten the chance to know her even as little as i did. from everything i know about her, you are so alike: strong, beautiful, smart, caring, selfless, and funny. i cant even imagine what you go through, and you do it with such grace that it truly amazes me and makes me so grateful to know you as my friend. i'm so thankful that we are friends, and i'm so lucky (like everyone else) to be in your life. no one expects you to EVER get over your mother because its just one of those things that doesnt happen, but all your friends are here for you at any time. you're going to do wonderful, amazing things, diana and i'm sure your mom will brag about you even more than now to all the other angels in heaven.

xoxo, Kaitlyn

[angelsurf717]

your mom was truely an amazing woman diana. i love you very much and think about you all the time, and your mom. i know that she is still SO proud of you and loves you so much. she is definitely your guardian angel and each day that you grow older i think you become more and more like her. i know that you will do wonderful things in life, just like she did, and touch the lives of many. i still think about her and what an amazing person she was. but just remember that she's always with you. even if it is just in your heart.
<333

[_tickled2]

Thanks guys you all are the best. reading all ur comments made me cry, but in a good way!! You've helped me realize that its ok everyone won't know my mother because if i live my life like her and be as strong as her, people will know who she is through me. I love all of you so much and thanks for everything. We survived our first day back woo hoo!! katie: since ur far away i can't give you a hug.. so here's an internet hug! i love you and thanks so much for ur comment