life sucks at the moment. im in my own little world. theres a moat around my castle, but i don't even know how to work it. no one can get in, and whoever is here cant get out! i just need an instruction manual or something. or a couple of nights on shining horses. they shine from the inside, you know.
Today is a horrible day. I couldn't sleep last night. When I finally did, I fell asleep crying. He didn't care. I woke up just the same. He didn't care then, either. I'm sick to my stomach.