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Jun 16, 2004 09:14

Survey stolen from jessfromva83

LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: Me and my cats
x. Saw you cry: Kathi
x. Made you cry: Quin
x. Spent the night with: Quin (in andrews back yard)
x. You shared a drink with: Kathi
x. You went to the movies with: Quin Andrew and Kathi
x. You went to the mall with: WoW long time ago, Autumn and JR
x. Yelled at you: Mom of course. I always get yelled at
x. Sent you an email: April my sister
x. You kissed: Quin

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? Of course
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Nope
x. Been to New York: nope
x. Florida: nope
x. California: Nope
x. Hawaii: Nope
x. Mexico: Nope
x. China: Nope
x. Canada: Nope
x. Danced naked: Yes, after my shower.
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yeah, I dont remember it though. it was a dream about the gas station and stuff weird
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: Once every month
x. Had an imaginary friend: No always thought it was dumb
x. Things you like in a guy: eyes, chubby, hair,
x. Do you have a crush on someone: Crush=stupidity
x. What book are you reading now: none.
x. Worst feeling in the world: When everythin relationship in you life is just falling apart..
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: I miss him...
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: No, real animals
x. What's under your bed: dirty clothes and trash
x. Favorite sport to watch: I hate watching sports
x. Siblings: Heather-30, April 20, Kathi 15
x. Location: Colorado
x. College plans: go for a short time. maybe 6 month college. I think I want to be a massage therapist. they make good money
x. Piercings/tattoos: ha one in each ear, used to hav 3 in one and 2 in the other
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Kinda.. I dunno whats going on..

EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: not really, probably would if I got offered (just pot)
x. Do you drink: not really. Havent really had a chance
x. Who is your best friend: :(Dont have one. All relationships are falling apart in my life.. worst feeling
x. What are you most scared of: having a kid. I cant support it yet.. BLECH
x. What clothes do you sleep in: any doesnt matter
x. Where do you want to get married: I dont know.. Probably wont ever get married cause I suck. :(
x. Who do you really hate: I dunno no one
x. Been in Love: Yes.
x. Do you have a job: Yes
x. Do you like being around people: Depends..

STUFF
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Too many times and recently
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: kinda.
x. Want someone you don't have right now: sorta. i am loosing him it seems and I dont want to..
x. Are you lonely right now: very. even though I have my sister here, I feel lonley when I am surrounded by people
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: all the time.
x. Do you want to get married: someday, if it happens
x. Do you want kids: I dont know anymore. seems everything I love I hate now. I hate my job, I hate being around people, I hate life in general. Just a depression thing going on. It should go away later..

ONE FAVORITE
x. Room in house: my room
x. Type(s) of music: GNR is all right now..
x. Color: baby blue
x. Month: dont have one
x. Stone: none. I dont care anymore..

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: Yes. WAY TOO MUCH GOING ON FOR ME.
x. Bought something: No.
x. Gotten sick: yes I am currently sick
x. Sang: just this morning
x. Said "I Love You": Yes, not to the one I long to say it to.
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Yes. read above answer
x. Met someone new: No.
x. Moved on: No, I dont know if I should. I dont want to.
x. Talked to someone: Yes
x. Fought with your parents: I always do I dont do anything right, I am a "screw up" for their child.

My mom called me a screw up yesterday. It made me cry, Quin made me cry, Chris made me cry, my boss made me cry, someone who I trusted made me cry. They really hurt me. I dont know who I am anymore. Too much crap going on.
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