Ugh, I can never understand you. You've changed so much, It's sad ( Read more... )

Just a little bit of x and a little bit of o. Oh, How I loved it so.
I love sitting next to you. <3 ( Read more... )

Kari's party was a lot of fun. I seriously needed that. I laughed. I smiled. It's been a while since I have been able to, although I did feel gulity and missed Josh the whole time. I stayed the night at Dani's house afterwards and we went to church this morning. Last night though, when Cathy was taking Dani, Brian, and me home..This cop pulled up ( Read more... )

Ahh..Today was so much better.
Maybe, when the heat dies down we could be together.
I love him so much ........

Tomorrow night will be a lot of fun at Kari's birthday party at parkway bowl!! I can't wait to hang out with all the girls.. :)

Just to be with you today......

I didn't end up going to sharks tonight after hanging out at David's house with David (OBVIOUSLY!), Caitlin, and Josh ( Read more... )

Ugh. I feel like crap. And I feel so bad for Josh ( Read more... )

So, it's completely over. He's tired of being a "hypocrite." Well, his true love was tested and DING DING DING!!! HE FAILED ( Read more... )

Here we go again. I'll slip into what I use to be. Yay for me!
Maybe, It will get better. I've been thinking it would get better ever since I was 5 years old. But hey! what's eleven years of waiting? I should get it use to it. I really should. I miss my brother a lot right now. Randy would be the one I could go to and cry on and not worry about a ( Read more... )

I really..wish..That I wasn't so speechless with my mind right now ( Read more... )

Let me, learn how to breathe.
Let me, learn how to live again.
It's only my flaws, they can see.
Let God be the only one who can judge me.
I wish I could please thee.

Kill me now, while I still think we're together.

As if life could tear me apart even more.
Not even 6 months.