i feel like my life is a song, and it is constantly on repeat, i want something big and exciting to happen. im tired of the same old shit day in and day out.
i need to get out of this rut of a mood, seriously, this isnt like me. i think the problem is that something is bothering me and i cant for the life of me figure it out.
such an awkward night why can't things just go back to how they were in the summer? i had so much fun being around him tonight, because i missed him so much, he has this way of like manipulating me, and somehow i end up wrapped around his finger. cooool.