hii. today we are doubling my dose of northisterone. and I get sudafed in a pill now which is better because the liquid is vile. and magnesium liquid is vile. I don't mind the lactulose though; it tastes a bit like calpol.
I have 0.2 neutrophils today, and 1.1 white cells. this is wicked, by the way. when my neutrophils are at 0.5ish and above then ( Read more... )

I've decided that I might as well update this as much as possible, because it is the only way I can communicate what is happening to me to people ( Read more... )

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love of mine, someday you will die. but I'll be close behind; I'll follow you into the dark. no blinding lights, or tunnels to gates of white...just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for a hint of a spark. if heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied, and illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs...if there's no one beside you when ( Read more... )

everything has basically changed and I feel like complete shit right now. I don't understand music or ict and I feel like I'm just losing the will to live and I just ate this iced bun that I was really excited about and it wasn't even NICE and I don't have any money and summer seems so far away right now and GCSEs begin on the 16th of may even ( Read more... )

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