i don't know.
people care
and i try not to.
am i a bad person? its all i can think
im a sad person, i know that much
if im impressive in your point of view
i think youre wrong
its a cover up
you dont really know anything about me ( Read more... )

if i only knew how to give up and give in, i fucking would
but i dont know how, so i cant, AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I'M BEING PUNISHED FOR IT. i honestly don't understand why things have to be this fucking hard.

i can't even say "i give up" anymore. because its impossible.

my schedual is as follows:
sun 11 am- 7:30 pm
mon- 7 am- 12 pm (12 pm- 4 pm on call)
tues- OFF <-- !!!
wed- OFF <-- !!!
thurs- 4:30 pm- 1 am
fri- 4:30 pm- 1 am
Sat- 2 pm- 11 pm

well i've been watching for the sky ( Read more... )

You Are 13 Years Old
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keeping a list of lives lost ( Read more... )

hi
here is my schedual for this week.

monday: 4:30pm-1:00am
tuesday: 4:30pm-1:00am
wednesday: 4:30pm-1:00am
thursday: 4:30pm-1:00am
friday: 2:30pm-11pm (payday!)
saterday: off.

this schedual kind of sucks really bad.
i think by saterday, i might be dead.

I watched you float away on a wave of want and misery ( Read more... )

i guess that when i try, it only satisfies someone for that single moment, and their only just looking for more. i don't think i have it in me anymore to keep fighting, and to keep telling myself that i will overcome everything. telling myself everything will be ok, and what actually is happening are two different things. yea, maybe everything will ( Read more... )

coverxyourtracks (9:49:18 PM): you are the kind of girl who could be in the midst of thousands of girls at a show or at the mall or something

coverxyourtracks (9:49:29 PM): and out of all of those girls my eyes would get caught on you

i'm lucky. ♥