miss: verb.To feel the lack or loss of.

And it was my discovery, this lazy afternoon, that the thing I miss the most is that which I have never had. I began to wonder...can one really miss something which has never existed in the first place, except as a figment of imagination? Being the way I am, when my thoughts could not rationalize themselves, ( Read more... )

Sometimes the lyrics to a song come crashing through the speakers and hit my chest at 100 miles per hour, and suddenly the wind is knocked out of me and I have to stop to catch my breath.
Sometimes I get jealous of words. Of other people. Of other people's words. But really, its not the words, its the ideas. And I'm so jealous that all these people ( Read more... )

I will sob and scream if you touch me while I'm trying to claw out of my skin; but more than anything I need you to hold me tight against you until my heartbeat slows and I remember how to breathe again.

[I expect far too much. And you think I dont know that...]

Worn out from the day and all I crave is change. Something out of the ordinary. My life is accidently (and intensely) routine, and I'm convinced that this cant be living.

I want to go outside and let the night bathe me in cool air, shadows, and excitement. I want to take this music and this feeling and pack my bags to leave reality. Let's head to ( Read more... )