hii!! i'm new to the community, and i just wanted to start things off with a little introduction post ...

LOLZ, JUST KIDDING!

EAT MOTHERFUCKER. REALZ WOMAN LYKE FOODS!!!! FOOD TASTES GREAT!


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hii!! i'm new to the community, and i just wanted to start things off with a little introduction post ...

LOLZ, JUST KIDDING!

EAT MOTHERFUCKER. REALZ WOMAN LYKE FOODS!!!! FOOD TASTES GREAT!


( Read more... )

Everyone, it has been a long time since I last posted. A lot has happened.

( OD )

Hello from the Personality and Emotion Research Laboratory (PERL)!

Would you like to help us understand how to help people who self-harm?

Self-injury (sometimes called “self-harm”) involves harming yourself on purpose. Some examples include cutting or burning yourself, taking an overdose of pills, or banging your head. Right now, very ( Read more... )

Hi. I'm new. I was just reading the post about not bleeding enough to get satisfaction. I just started having that problem. I used to bleed like a stuck pig. Now it doesn't even hurt to cut anymore. What is the point other than self-destruction? If I wear enough scars on the outside will someone notice the scars that cover my insides? If I cut ( Read more... )

is anyone on that can talk right now?
cross posted

I always just wanted to prove that i wasn't faking it. Nothing is ever wrong with me, everything bad that happens is always my fault and even if everyone else forgives me I won't. My body is strong, and even if I was fatally hurt I'de lie and say I was fine and everyone would just believe me. They always believe lies and no one ever just sees the ( Read more... )

I don't know what it was. I don't know what it is. I couldn't feel it then and can't feel it now cause it's not there and I'm missing it. They always say you can't miss what you never had but I have to say that that can't be true because although I never had it I want it. I had to have had it at some point, I can't have always been like this; it's ( Read more... )

I've been seriously cutting since I was about 7. It doesn't just make me feel better, it's a way of life. and I just messed it up. I just got caught. She wasn't anyone special and though she didn't catch me in the act I feel as if by sharing my secret she's taken something from me. I hate it. I don't want to share and I feel as if I'm a coward ( Read more... )

It's been so long. Coming up two years. But right at this moment those two years mean nothing. I'm craving it again. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to explain it. All I know is I need to cut, but I'm afraid I'll regret it tomorrow.