"What do you want"

"I want to stay with u"

"r u sure?"

"yes, I love you. what do you want?"

"I love you more then anything and wouldnt give you up for the world, but if you wanted to break up, then ok, because thats what love is, caring about someone so much, that you want their happiness before yours."

Yes I am still looking for a car. I found a 1979 Ford Pinto I really like but its more then we were planning on spending for a car. Hopefully we can talk him down a bit, and my dads gf (who btw lives in iowa) offered to send some money to help. We need to go look and see how it runs. There is one problem that we have run into. The older pintos were ( Read more... )

But I love him.....

Ok heres the scoop. Still no car. Spent the last two days at a church thing with my boy. Had to babysit at it all day yesterday for his parents which im glad bc the voting process and stuff was completely boring, or so I heard, and I wouldnt doubt it. His siblings listen more to me then him lol. I've been thinking bout college alot lately. I think ( Read more... )

Yes ladies and gentlemen it has finally happened. I have a license. I still have no car, but we are working on it. Which means I will have to get a job for gas, insurance, any repairs my hunk of junk may need, and accessories ( Read more... )

I now know what bothers me so much about my family. Its not my brothers immaturity. It is not anyone lack of understanding me. Its the fact that when Im home, or with them I feel completely alone. Some of you may be thinkin thats bc they dont understand you. No that is not the complete reason. Its because they dont care to understand. Everything I ( Read more... )

Heres my first entry. I had another journal, but got tired of it. It was shallow. I just got back from drum major camp, I met some very awesome ppl. My group consisted of ( Read more... )