MADELINE! YOU ARE CRAZY LIKE A FOX! and i love you so much!

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I hate how whenever I try to pull myself together. try to make myself stronger, my past just comes back and bites me in the ass. as hard as it possibly can.

oh god.

Forget the dead you've left, they will not follow you.

You must leave now, take what you need, you think will last.
But whatever you wish to keep, you better grab it fast.

I want to leave this all behind. I want this hell hole of a life that i created for myself to just end, I want a clean slate and to be happy.
and I sure as hell know i am going to ( Read more... )

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i ammmm readddddy toooo leaveeee alllllreadddddddyyyyy.

you're trying hard to breathe. the waters at your neck, theres lightening in your teeth, your body is over me.

oh, my own voice can't save me now.

i miss so many things. for once in my life i would like to be happy and content with how my life is going AT THE TIME, and not miss anything.Anything really awesome and anything that makes me happy never ( Read more... )

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The past few days with you have been so wonderful, it's sad to think that i can't call you this Thursday to hangout, because you will be like 18,000 miles away from me.