IN DENIAL.
Someone tell me why it is NOVEMBER ALREADY?!!?!?!?!?!
whine whine whine. exams are just around the corner!!!!! OHman. and I'm gonna be 21 soon!! I'm having an identity crisis. Boohoo. Lately I've been living my days ignoring the passing of time because I refuse to admit that time and my youth is passing me by faster than I'm willing to let go of it.
Why why tell me why. Time is passing by too fast. And you know that you're getting old mature when your birthday is coming up and you don't have any birthday wishes because you feel you're too old for parties and presents?? I always thought that my parents (and the older generation) was so WEIRD to not want to celebrate their birthdays ("aiyah no need present la birthday no big deal") but now i have TURNED INTO THEM. I feel like birthdays are TRULY no big deal. Birthdays come and go it's such a CONSTANT in your life. Life shouldn't be about predictability. We should just celebrate our birthdays on different days of the year. LOL. After a while, you feel like you're looking at the big picture, and birthdays are nothing special -- it's just another excuse to beg your parents for presents.
Hmmmm. Should I even have my 21st bday party???
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I have had the company of Yinky, Kian leong and Andrew, as well as Jenny and Shu Ann on numerous mugging sessions and late night dinners/suppers recently.
Breakfast at Macs, the mugging in school on saturday which progressed into dinner supper, and testtubies then MTV madness at Yinghui's house until 5am.
Once again, I am always really very amazed at how fate likes to make a fool out of me. I have always felt that I am quite a perceptive person and my judgement of a person's character can't go that far off. But what always amazes me is that a majority of the people that I'm close to are always people whom I can't imagine being close friends in my initial encounters with these people. How interesting.