Why do I ... rely? on this. It's a journal. I don't know ( Read more... )

I have been thinking again and most know that this isn't a good idea. I get more confused then I was to begin with and I get sadder too. Oh well! It happened and now I'm stuck with it. I've been watching TV for the past 12 hours or so. I've been doing nothing. I just wanted to sit back and relax today, but that's not good enough. I had to think and ( Read more... )

Today was decent ( Read more... )

A lot has happened ( Read more... )

It's starting to hit me... Pre-op jitters? I think it may be a little more then that. Actually it's that combined with other strong feelings. :\ Maybe it's time for me to go back to the therapist so I can figure this shit out.

So, when I start driving again, who wants to come driving with me?? Handicap sticker. That's the only reason. lol
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Physical tomorrow.
Surgery Wednesday.
Concert November 5th.
Hydro Saturday.
No school for a week or 2.
No work for a month.
I love life.
Victor maybe sleeping over this weekend.
I really do love life.
I wish others could too.
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Has anyone else wondered what other people sound like in their head ( Read more... )

I nearly had a heart attack today.
My knee's given out on me numerous times in the past 5 hours.
I don't want to go to work.
I'm going to get bitched at times ten.
I hate having to work and such.
I love having money.
Speaking of which,
I get paid on Thursday.
Exciting?
I think so.
I need to talk to someone.
Right now.
And he's not online.
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Life is good.
Job is good.
I got gum yesterday.
Money is not here.
Cigarettes are nearly not here.
I miss my dad.
I enjoy talking to people.
Awesome boys in my volleyball.
Possibly going to the volleyball game at school tonight.
Have some homework.
I need to sleep.
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Today was horrible ( Read more... )