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[_undertow]

i am so driven by hate right now. i'm so fucking reaching down into the depths of whatever has replaced my soul and have the ability to do nothing by crawl further in search of what was once there. what was once happy or at least content has gone desperate. no one is the fucking same anymore, nothing is the fucking same anymore. i hate fucking

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[_longview]

I found a dollar, and i'm still your friend rich.
People branch out into different directions and put a value on others heads. It sucks cause it feels like u hafta be a cop, doctor, comedian, psycho therapist, and genius to keep people happy.
But yeh, im still your friend.

-the one and only shithead-supreme, Mark

[_undertow]

thanks mark. it just sucks how each person doesn't give a crap about anyone except a select few and end up treating people who try to be their friend like crap. but i wasn't talking about u. i wasn't really talking about a specific person. we're still friends i hope.

btw ur not the only shithead-supreme, ur just the best one

its gina

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hey rich. you have just said everything that i have been thinking and feeling for the past year and half. for some time i thought that i was the only one to notice it. but now i see its true. its really happening. honestly we really have grown apart. in gay ways. its as if we regressed back to freshman year when peer pressure predicted our every move. you would think that we would have mature, but instead we (by we i mean as a class) have just worked backwards. so i just wanted to say thankyou. thankyou for putting down in your journal what really needs to be heard by everyone.

Re: its gina

[_undertow]

hey gina. yea i was really angered that day but usually that's when u say what u feel and are totally honest with yourself. it's not everyone that's like this. i try not to be. closing yourself only limits your options. but yea i'd like to be able to hang out with whomever i want. no hating, no discrimating, just being comfortable with who i am and what i want to do. anyway, there's no need to thank me. thank you for commenting. hope to see more of it