im tired of fuckin doing everything n not gettin ne credit for it. im tired of doing everything and having to keep do it cuz its always my job n no1 elses...fuck that! im sick of it

it hadnt ended but now it will cuz he likes his ex gf n wants to get back w/ her so he said we need to chill out for a while

y does this always happen to me?

y is he so cute and sweet when were alone, but when other people r there hes nice and all...but its not the same

i feel so lonely right now...my whole world is falling apart around me...nothings the same and some of that is really good but somethings just not right

i havent been happy for a while and i just want to be happy again...will it ever

y is he such a dick?

hes a whore...im done

the poem antonio wrote about me after i broke up w/ him ( Read more... )

i broke up w/ antonio

nothings going right for me tonight

i just told antonio i was upset n he asked y but i wouldnt tell him ne he told me it would be better if i just didnt mention nethin to him if i wasnt gonna tell him about it

and jays mad at me too

i wanna get my hair cut tomorrow...either a trim or somethin new?

sunday- worked for 7 hrs n 45 min
wednesday- left work a half hour early
thursday- called out
friday- called out
today- went for a 1/2 hr

im gonna be sooooo poor!