Lately I've been havening hella mixed feelings... I'm inlove and I love my bestfriends and my dad and sheila and shit... but on the other hand I dont know what the fuck I feel about everything elts. Its been bugging me.. I think I'm going into a depression but I cant really feel it.. If I'm feeling anything it comes in sperts.. I will be really ( Read more... )

I realised something a little while ago that I didnt want to know or be aware of befor.. My councler brought it to my attention.. I manage to always get myself into abusive relationships... I see that I douted the one I love now because our relationship doesnt have such dramatic highs and lows but it's more steady and it's healthy.. So when I dout ( Read more... )

i want a boyfriend but theres no way in hell its possiable... anyone that i even like lives far away and the boy that i think im inlove with might not even feel the same way... its impossiable for me to find someone that lives close to here with out them knowing my friends or my ex.. blah ( Read more... )

fuck off

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Has anyone ever cryed right after sex not because it was good or bad but because you knew they didnt love you or because you knew you loved them more then they could ever know ( Read more... )

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My dad was in a car accident today.. He got a kincussion.. a bad one from being hit in behind on his way to work.. Im hella scared and was freaking out... I dont know what to do.. Those who know me know that I'm a daddys girl and right now my dad could be out of it for 2 days or more... EEEEEEEEKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!

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