unloved, uncared for, and very lonely...

My dads exgirlfriend is a compleet bitch.. I hate her so much cus shes causeing my dad and his new and better gf so much stress... My dad had to call the cops last night because of her.. He cant even have his lady come over with out wendy causing a big seane and trying to distroy both of there cars..

Happyness... It's insane! Today is good.. so far.. I dont want to screw it up.

Everyone has been leaving me. Melody left me and we dont talk anymore, then bryans moving to Organ and I can never see him again. My dads being a tottal asshole and doesnt understand anything that I'm going through and is just stressing me out even more. I hate life and I cant stand anyone right now. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up ( Read more... )

YOU ARE 60 % TORTURED ARTIST !

Art is significant in your life, people are scum but you have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and you will either forget about art or hate the world.

Fuck everyone that ever tryed to do anything for me.. I hate how everytime I put myself out there and I love someone and care about them it always bites me in the ass in the end. I just tryed to talk to melody.. fucking tryed cus nothing ever happens except me getting pissed off.. im just something she pencles in when ever shes imbetween one thing ( Read more... )

I love Melissa!!

I have given up on Melody.. She has hurt me way too much and I know she needs her time.. I'm letter her have her own life with out me so she can figure things out for herself... I really hope I'm doing the right thing. I never wanted to hurt anyone and I'm just trying to protect myself from getting further hurt. I guess you could say that I've dont ( Read more... )

I cant take this shit anymore... I need to feel loved and respected...

so true...