it's a sad realization that everything i do is to validate my existence to myself and some unknown jury ( Read more... )

i learned tonight that there is a world of difference in getting your ass schooled by a guy who is a fencing enthusiast and getting said ass schooled by someone who was once the UK champion and was nominated to go to the olympics for Britain back in 73 ( Read more... )

so... what exactly does one write at 6 in the morning?

most of you are probably saying the same thing. "'What?' Try 'Whymy sleep schedule has been shot to hell and back, so i guess this was inevitable. along with two leters of soda. as much as i hate to admit it, can't fight against chemical reactions ( Read more... )

ok, had an idea for a story ( Read more... )

i need a girlfriend/make-out buddy

that is all.

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what?

expecting something pertinent to day-to-day life?

go talk to dear abbey

the problem with being a counselor by nature is you become immune to your own venom ( Read more... )

restraint sucks royal when you really don't wanna be restrained. ton of stuff i wanted to get today (like a nine section chinese steel whip) but i have to save for my fencing equipment ( Read more... )

every once in a while, i suprise myself by having someone else's words come from my mouth ( Read more... )

4 hours of writing. four pages to show for it.

two glasses of cognac and orange juice and a lamb chop (and some rice and terriyaki octopus but that was ealier today)

two back to back playings of Devil's Advocate.

And i'm still not done with this ... freaking diatribe, this manifesto, this critique on cultural relativism and fascism and objective ( Read more... )

so, one friend is starting up a new life, another is trying to end his life and another is being threatened with his life bc he's dating some neanderthal's ex ( Read more... )