Ok so im really bored and im gunna do this thingy i found on Katies LJ!! I have frickin dress rehearsal at 6:30 for Frickin Fine Arts Festival. We play at 12:00 in the field house on Saturday...so come see me im so way good....Lol Jk Jk!

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So i went to the nurse yesterday to get some of thoes heat therma care things for really way bad cramps. Heat was by far the best thing ever invented! LoL Erin that was so funny, wow that actually sounded like something Jessica Simpson would say. But i was totally joking when i said it, seriously! Sorry i dont eat buffelo! Omg tomorrow we get to ( Read more... )

Ok so ive been really busy lately. wow this is the first time i can actually sit down and think, about everything. ive been really confuzed lately, with everything. ive been thinking a lot about my mom. it all started when Mrs. Groat felt the need to talk about it in science. she was with ben and was talking to him about the missing assignment, and ( Read more... )

No matter how hard I try. I just keep giving in. I cant seem to keep a real smile. Its all fake. Dont tell me to smile, dont tell me its ok. Its not ok, it wont ever be ok. I dont need your sympathy, your all so fucking fake. I dont care anymore. It stopped bothering me, I dont care.

Things NEVER ever seem to work out. When they dont i ALWAYS feel like its my fault. Somehow it is, I hate everyone so much right now, i cant ever decide. I know its just the little stupid things that seem to make me realize how i really feel. But its still there, and im still feeling like this. Im always afraid that im going to do something wrong, ( Read more... )

ok so not one but two days of smelling like pig. wow ive never scooped out a brain before, haha i got to cut off the ears! Ben kept one of the eyes, haha he had it in his backpack wraped up in a paper towel, ewwwie then he took it out when we were at the other campus. GROSS!!! so i had a star raider meeting today, im so proud of myself for being in ( Read more... )

OMG....i have to give my chicken to the farm tomorrow. OH GOD...im so beside myself, i might just have to shed a tear. Eddie, has to leave, god my dad ruins all of my fun! Shit this is horrible, well ill just have to...get over it. ;-((

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Ewwie...so we started our pig dissections today. Wow that is RANK!!! Ours was all black in the inside and had chunky blood that I scooped out, i was about to spew! so now my hands smell like pig fetus, and it wont go away. the smell is horrible, and just seeing your pig like laying there, thats horrible too. I was so excited, but when we cut ours ( Read more... )

Thanks Bridge for the name. I hope your not mad, but if you are tell me and ill get rid of it! I love you tons! So I think im going to make one of these journals friends only. A lot of the stuff ive been saying has been getting twised into other shit that gets me into trouble! Ill have to see which one i like more. Hmmm....tell me what you think!! ( Read more... )

I think im going to switch to this one...i like the name better. but i dont know yet. this is just a test!