i havent actually used this account in over a year now... well over a year ( Read more... )

okay. im home now and this is where it all starts again. except this time its different ( Read more... )

im baaaaaaaaaack....italy was the most amazing thing i have ever done ( Read more... )

25 DAYS UNTILL ITALY ( Read more... )

argh why does everything have to be so hard?
seriously like theres some people who just get in the way to make things difficult.

im so sick of people telling me what to do.

yesterday i saw my therapist for the first time since last year ( Read more... )

tomorrow would be valentines day and every year i promise myself i will have someone for valentines day. but it never seems to end up happening. just like i was meant to have a summer romance but that never ended up happening either. not even tace. maybe next holidays....fingers crossed....

IM GETTING BETTER

yeeeeeeeeeeeees it feels so good to know that everytime i cry it hurts a little bit less than the time before.
im so proud. its amazing.

hello?

Its 9:55pm. A girl sits alone in a dark room. Her legs folded closed to her body, arms hugging them loosely. She closes her eyes as she lowers her head to rest on her knees. The familiar taste of salt as tears leak from her dignity once again. Her hands reach to her hair in frustration and as she clenches her hair she imagines pulling them by the ( Read more... )