you have noooo idea what good sex does to a girl... :)

First of all, I'd like to thank everyone for your sweet and friendly comments on my last post. I was feeling reeeealy bad when I wrote that, I'm sorry to bother you with all that. I think we're doing better now ( Read more... )

Something needs to change. I keep telling everyone how great I feel, but deep inside I don't. I haven't been so happy for the past few weeks. I cry at night, when no one can see me. I cry because I'm afraid things won't work out between Olaf and me. We're a bit off track lately and we need to work on that. But he's having such a bussy life, ( Read more... )

Happy birthday dear mommy, happy birthday to you! <3 ( Read more... )

Last night I was walking home from the entrance of our village. My boss dropped me, Carlo and Camiel off after some "after-work-shoarma". I was supposed to ride with Camiel, but I decided to walk home. I don't live too far from there so... Well actually, even if my home was 35 miles from there I would have walked. That's what a four year story is ( Read more... )

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Can you believe how crazy this week is? Can you believe that a person can be SO addicted to her computer that she stays up untill 2AM so that she can still get online? (dad's home, and when he's home, there's no computertime for miss Patty, that's for sure. So miss Patty waits untill her daddy decides to go to bed and gets a few minutes online.) I ( Read more... )

Yesterday was such a lovely day... The weather was hot and Olaf and I decided to go to the beach. We wanted to go to Hoek van Holland, but we took a wrong turn and ended up in Renesse. Olaf parked the car near some campings and we walked two kilometers to the beach. We had a drink, took a walk, felt sorry for jellyfishes, lay down and enjoyed the ( Read more... )

For the first time in almost 2 years I visited my granddad's grave. I was talking to Michael (€1.04) through e-mail about deseased family members and it made me feel guilty that I had never even took the time to visit his grave. Not that I really liked him so much or anything, to me he was "just a man". But still, I felt guilty. So, I grabbed ( Read more... )

I bought a blender today :) Guess who's gonna have the best fruit cocktails in the world? Yeah, me! It's not that big so maybe I'll use it at my bar as well. Yup, I might do that every once in a while... imagine piña collada-milkshakes, REAL strawberrydaiquiri's... :) People are gonna beg for more ( Read more... )