i kept a journal while i was in the hospitol... should i post it? (it would be friends only)

bad shit happened... i went to the hospitol last night: i'm ok now.

shrink said to go to the hospitol again, i may be gone for a week or so... so much for mid-terms?

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i just drank 5 cups of coffee and i can't fucking sit still.

Winter dawns but its days are warm ( Read more... )

Cyclop eyes and whispered lines fall fast upon a plagued character-building his role recumbent in a well watched venue: a scene fit for an eighty's film ( Read more... )

In a silent desperation to depart myself from this room, I revisit this spiralled collection of pages. This cycle of fast vs. slow is seemingly never ending, pointing my eye to an inward source. Patience to the monotonous system that objectively rules my life is growing thin and a rebellion of night-long fixes dawns on a reoccurant time ( Read more... )

Should i start posting the writings that i scribble out when i need an out?

They are a little wordy and RIDDLED full with metaphores, symbolism, and references... Pretty much, if you read something, i bet $1000 it means something else. lol.

cool cool cool....

the last two days have been fucking awesome.

cam and i are dating... cool, no?