Okay, no more lying to myself..no more lying to others...im going to say how i feel and i don't care if the truth hurts you or not..i can't keep it all bottled up inside me i need to get it out..

( the truth.. )

Just about an hour and a half untill Ryan's little get together type thing, and i don't have a ride...and i have no one to hangout with to cheer me up..today effing blows..

scratch what i said last night..my love life sucks..

( read, only if you're willing to listen.. )

I've decided that im going to stop pissing and moaning about every damn thing. "Oh im not pretty", "My writing sucks", etc. etc. etc.

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yuck..i have a cold : (

My mom finally signed the application after talking to the guidence councler from whittier..im bringing in the application tomorrow..ill be happy once im out the the boring hell hole they call Georgetown. im so miserable at this school..it's not even funny..like even my self confodence has been brought down becuz im not happy..i hate Georgetown..

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Choose a bands; answer only in song titles or lyrics by the bands: Brand New

Are you female or male: She's starry eyed.

Describe yourself: We are entirely smooth We admit to the truth We are the best at what we do

How do some people feel about you: I still taste you, and thus reserve my right to hate you

How do you feel about yourself: I'm an old ( Read more... )

im so pissed...im grounded from the computer until friday..seeing that i have no life it will be an extreamly boring week..

Yesterday was Ryan's b-day..HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN! Im going over his house along with some of his other friends on Saturday..i haven't seen him in about a month so im really excited to be seeing him. plus he'll get to see my new ( Read more... )

if you really love me..then why am i last on your list..

i relised today that waiting for things to come to you doesn't help...you have to take things into your own hands..or at least make an effort at what you want..don't let it get away..psft..ill letting the guy of my dreams get away..and im doing nothing about it..why am i such a dumb shit..

should i just give up on this thing called love?

: /

"And if you ever said you miss me then don't say you never lied...So tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states. The American boy you used to date.Who would do anything you say.."

meh..i dunno..

"As if this happening wasn't enough I got to go
and write a song just ( Read more... )