Hmm.

Missing it.

Missing you.

Missing then.

Missing 2002-2004.

Missing that feeling.

Help.

xx

Gotta learn to help myself.

I'm scared. I loathe that feeling of fear. I want to cry, but I'm all dried up. Listening to this CD, I had to buy it again because I left it in her car and she said that it was hers, which of course makes sense because everything I bought was with her money. *sigh* I'm thinking about the streets that I know like the back of my hands and the fact ( Read more... )

Ginevra and Sara are the best ever...After my meeting, they celebrated my 30 day sobriety with me [a few days late, but it kicked nonetheless] it was amazing! We got hot bev's and went to the movie store...we sat down and watched part of Star wars episode 3 [which Ginevra had never seen] we got her SO into it, that's her goal for the year now..to ( Read more... )

The Middle East - Cambridge - Massachussets - 10/30/05

( Rasputina Recital )

Stephanie and Jade

We are taught manipulation at a young age. She looked at me in the eye, fluttered her long eyelashes and smiled.."I love you Joy" is what she said "you're so beautiful", she knew that it would make me smile and she thought it could get her what she wanted. I wiped the grin off my face and looked back at her "Sit down and do your homework"...having ( Read more... )

I've been listening to Jennifer Knapp all last night and all this morning..it's put me in a rather good mood ( Read more... )

CAUTION: Innapropriate snowy porn pictures! Open in safe area!

( Just kidding! Who on earth would make a porn in the snow? )

I'd by lying if I said that I didn't miss you all the time and long for you even as just a close friend again. I want things to be how they were. But you are in love. And I am away. And the world is a big, scarey place ( Read more... )

Allison's taste in music makes me happy to exist for some reason. Metal makes me incredibly grateful to be alive, there's something about this fucking sick ass guitar, hard bass, and shattering drums that just blows me away and makes me so god damn jovial it's sickening. I fucking love it *metal head at heart* I may not be incredibly knowledgable ( Read more... )