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Basics
♥1. Name: Danielle;a.k.a "Ella"
♥2. Age: 17.
♥3. Sex: Vagina.
♥4. Location: Detroit, Michigan.
♥5. Sexuality: Bi-curious.
♥6. Status: Sort of single?
♥7. Siblings: One, sister;21.
What Makes You YOU?
♥1. Name one life altering experience, good or bad. Be as specific as possible.
My very good friend Mike Cole killed himself September 10, 2005. He was into hard drugs such as sniffing/injecting heroin, cocaine, ecstasy, crystal-meth, and crack. He just started out by smoking weed, hanging out with other kids who smoked weed/did drugs and got caught up in the wrong scene. He was the most caring person I have ever met, he would give the shirt off his back even it was the last shirt he owned. The drugs became addiciting and when he couldn't get the drugs he craved he would be very depressed. Depression led him to hanging him self in his bedroom/basement, where his 15 year old sister had to walk in on and see him hanging there. The hardes part about all of this is he use to tell me "I'm going to kill my self" and tell me he had suicidal thoughts. I just thought he was saying this to get attention and have people feel sorry for him b/c he couldn't get his daily dose of drugs. In a way I felt guilty for never believing him or telling someone that I was the slightest bit concerned for him. His death made me realize the drugs I use to do are defiantly not worth it anymore. Life is a test and he obviosuly didn't pass it, I hope no one has to deal with issues like this because it's hard.
♥2. Marilyn Manson said, "People don't keep journals for themselves, they keep them for other people. Like a secret they don't want to tell, but they want everyone to know.” What sort of information is contained in your Live Journal? Is it friends-only? Why/Why Not? Prove you have brains behind that beauty.
I don't update much anymore in my livejournal, I've had it since 6th grade (now in 12th). I don't know if LJ can go that far back to when I first had it but I pretty much updated religiously 6-9th grade. You could say the "maturing part" of my life can be read on here. I wrote alot about my weekends and how fucked up I got. I thought that was cool back then but I have gotten over that, time to grow up and make decisions to determine my future. My LJ isn't friends only because I am open about my life and how I live it, random people always tend to float apon my LJ. Plus, if it was friends only I wouldn't of ever gotten the banner to join this sweet ass community =]
♥3. If you had to give up one IMPORTANT thing in your life, what would it be? Explain why you think you could live without it.
I've probably typed and backspaced a thousand times on this question, it just depends on how important are we talking about here haha. I think my cell phone is important but I could DEFIANTLY do without. I absolutely hate talking on the phone unless it's to make plans to go out and do something. I don't like to sit and listen to people talk about how crappy their day has been going when really there are starving children in Ethiopia who are REALLY having the crappy days. Or when my friends call and complain this boy and that boy and well... lots of boys. I guess you could say I just don't like listening to people complain and it seems I have a lot of complainers in my life =/
♥4. What point in your life so far have you felt the most confident and perfect? Explain the scenario and your feelings attached to it. Provide a picture if possible.
I felt most confident and perfect when a famous photographer asked to take head shots of me for some advertising and such. He shoots for Playboy Magazine, Maxim Magazine, Miss State Pagents and other events. I didn't think my make up and hair looked good going into the photoshoot but when I saw the pictures I was more than happy =]
Time To Reveal Your Beauty!
♥1. First and foremost, a cute picture of you. Try to have one that shows your face really well.
♥2. Now, a picture of something/someone you love dearly. A person, pet, or object.. Whatever!
♥3. Next, we want to see a picture of you at what you consider your worst. One with no make-up, or silly make-up… One where you looked and first cringed. How can we love you at your best if we haven‘t seen your worst?♥
Passed out drunk in Cancun, lol. You guys are the first to see this besides a few friends, my mom and my sister.
♥4. Post 5-10 pictures of you. Any pictures you'd like. Prove to us how gorgeous you are.
♥PROMOTE IN YOUR JOURNAL. If it is friend-only, make one entry that’s not with just the banner/link to us. If you really feel it necessary not to, Post it in your user info. Provide the link here so we can check: http://www.livejournal.com/users/dsl_babe/238086.html