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Feb 21, 2006 23:20

Im not sure if this will work....I've nevr done an LJ cut before. sry!


Basics
♥1. Name Stephanie Lee
♥2. Age 17
♥3. Sex Femme
♥4. Location Worcester, Massachusetts
♥5. Sexuality Strait
♥6. Status In a long term relationship
♥7. Siblings 2 younger sisters (Samantha 15, Erin 11)

What Makes You YOU?
♥1. Name one life altering experience, good or bad. Be as specific as possible. My life altering experience is not exactly a good one. Before you read I'm going to ask you not to judge me because everyone does stupid shit. So about a year ago my supposed "bestfriend" and I went shopping. We both ran out of money but decided to go into Khols anyway. We ended up shop lifting these two small hand bags. We left like nothing had happened. She came back to my house and we planned to go hangout at my boyfriends with his friend. As we were getting ready my friends brother called and said the police called her house. She called the police and they said they had caught us on camera and we had to go strait to the station and return the shit. She gave me up when the cop asked. We went down to the station and were interrogated. I thought it was all over because we had returned the things and whatever. But it wasn't. We had court dates being sent to our house. My parents had no idea what was going on. After we went back to my boyfriends house where I balled my eyes out thinking why was so stupid to do something like this. He said he'd take care of it for me and skip school and get the court date from my mail. Well the plan didn't work and my parents ended up finding out. They were obviously extremely mad at me. I went to court and luckily the case was thrown out because a police officer to defend their case never showed up. The "friend" and I split and are basically enemies. My parents forgave me. I would never do something that stupid again and I was sorry it ever happened. This changed my life because it made me realize how one little action and ruin your life. If the case wasn't thrown out I might not have ever been able to get a job again, go to college, or get housing. I appreciate the luck I had that day and have realized I need to make it my responsibility to me a mature adult and not some immature teen who is leading herself down the wrong path in life.

♥2. Marilyn Manson said, "People don't keep journals for themselves, they keep them for other people. Like a secret they don't want to tell, but they want everyone to know.” What sort of information is contained in your Live Journal? Is it friends-only? Why/Why Not? Prove you have brains behind that beauty I've had my Live Journal for a year maybe? I'm not too sure. There's nothing in it at the moment because I haven't had a computer since last June!!! I know a long time... I had to rely on the school computers that, just my luck, blocked LJ and MS. I just got a new Dell. Thank you god. Back to the point though. My live journal is friends only. It's a long story but here's the compact version. I dance and go to a studio. People started drama. One girls mother found my LJ. Told my dance teacher that I supposedly threatened to kill people. p.s I didn't do such a thing. Basically my LJ got shut down and it ruined all my friendships I had developed over the past 7 years with these girls. Just recently I realized I wanted to get back into LJ. So I had to start over. End of story. When I saw this quote however I fell in love with it because its totally true. I have a journal online and one here at home and I know that when I write things I sometimes secretly wish someone would find it and read it. We all say that we'd be devastated if someone found out what we really think and feel but we can't hold all of these thoughts and feelings to ourselves forever. As much as we may groan and cry if someone read our diary/journal there's a small part of us all that feels a bit freed.

♥3. If you had to give up one IMPORTANT thing in your life, what would it be? Explain why you think you could live without it. This is tough question...and I'll be honest I skipped this one until last. Let's see. If I had to give up one important thing in my life it would have to be all of my trophies and awards. These are truly important to me because it shows all my achievements I've made since the age of three. I believe I could live without them because it's not that important to me if people know how good of a dancer I am. If I know that im talented and believe in myself then why should the opinions of others matter. A trophy isn't forever. Sure it's great watching every inch of your room shine with gold and sliver metals, awards, trophies, and what not. Don't get me wrong I love it. There just comes a time when you realize that your the only person who will keep yourself motivated and feeling confident. As long as I know I'm going places in life why do I need a bunch of shiny materialistic items?

♥4. What point in your life so far have you felt the most confident and perfect? Explain the scenario and your feelings attached to it. Provide a picture if possible. The one moment in my life that I felt I was most perfect had to be last March. As I've already stated im a dancer and along with this comes pageants, competitions, recitals, the whole deal. I was at competition last year. I had performed my two solos to the best of my ability. The award ceremony had come and I was ready to hear the judgment. I had received platinum for both my solos, which is the best you can receive. I was so excited and so proud of myself but this wasn't even the best part. At the end they announced that my solo had the highest score of any other dance in the 15-17 age category and that I had also received the title of Miss Teen Sophisticated Dance. Yes, I had the crown and sash. It was all so weird because even though I had sweat pouring down my face from dancing minutes before I felt so beautiful and important. It was also a great feeling to be congratulated by my friends, family, and boyfriend. It was an amazing accomplishment of my younger years and I know it is something I will never forget. Sorry I write so much about my dancing but it's basically all I've ever known.

♥Hawtest Member:Reeezo...I love your style. i could never pull it off
♥Not So Hawt Member: CandyxCorpes...nothing against you I just don't go for the whole dark look. plus dog collars with chains really don't do anything for your neck line. sry

Time To Reveal Your Beauty!
♥1. First and foremost, a cute picture of you. Try to have one that shows your face really well. Cute enough?





♥2. Now, a picture of something/someone you love dearly. A person, pet, or object.. Whatever! My boyfriend, who I dearly LOVE, and I





♥3. Next, we want to see a picture of you at what you consider your worst. One with no make-up, or silly make-up… One where you looked and first cringed. How can we love you at your best if we haven‘t seen your worst?♥ I think I just saw a ghost!





♥4. Post 5-10 pictures of you. Any pictures you'd like. Prove to us how gorgeous you are.





















Sorry, no body shots at the moment... When I get my dig. camera working I can send some!

♥PROMOTE IN YOUR JOURNAL. If it is friend-only, make one entry that’s not with just the banner/link to us. If you really feel it necessary not to, Post it in your user info. Provide the link here so we can check: I don't think many people look at my pathetic looking LJ but.....If it helps. LoveLife
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