someone remind me to shut my mind off..permanently

fuck it, seriously. after it all, it's immature. he doesn't deserve my friendship.

my life is so ridiculous.

I hate having a period. It's so gross. Sometimes yeah, sometimes.

sometimes i need an escape from everything. it's winter and there's no where to go.

looking back on old live journal entries about alex garfinkel making me smile makes me want to blow chunks, literally. ew. gross.

really strange past few days....really strange. i'll write about it later when i'm not so beat and can actually think straight.

i'm not really in the mood to see him right now

i will not think of you
suffocate me with
those scars on your
bitter heart that
fell black too
long ago.

my life always seems to be perpetually fucked up. one moment it's fine...the next something goes interesting and/or wrong. i don't even know anymore.