I'm really starting to think my lack of human interaction and being stuck in my apartment is starting to really affect me.

I think I just had a panic attack.

this isn't good.

I think I have just had so much happen in the past few months.

things are suppose to be getting better.

so kyle took me on a legit date finally ( Read more... )

I'm home from the hospital. Surgery went really well. Went in Thursday night. Surgery was friday afternoon around 1:30. Was in recovery at about 4. Got back into my room around 7. Had to be down in recover a bit longer because when I slept I was only taking 8 breaths a minute. pretty slow breathing but I was fine when I was awake. My cyst ( Read more... )

I've had this journal for 5 years. it's nice to see how much I've grown. All the memories, be them good or bad. I really need to start posting more though ( Read more... )

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So called my doctor today and got myself an appointment since I was still in pain when I woke up today. My pain spiked yesterday and was seriously considering going to the er last night. just took a pill instead and slept. Got into the doctor and he apparently hadn't been getting my messages at all but I still have copies of all my paperwork ( Read more... )

all is well in my little world again.

kyle and I talked things out.

I'm getting my unemployment checks now.

still looking for a job though. it's hard when I've sent out so many resumes and applications and no one has called me back.

Tom is moving in with me next week.

things are getting better.

finally got my unemployment check in the mail. That makes me a bit happy. Still havne't started training at work, and I don't even know when I'm going to start training. Might be time to start looking for another job. I'm also looking into going back to school. I've had a lot of time to reflect on my life. Seems to be about the right time for

I hate waking up and not being able to go back to sleep and then you think to much and it REALLY makes you not go back to sleep then you start crying