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my life seems to be in limbo. Once again i find myself in this position i never used to feel. i feel that words fail me and that i am not capable of accurately describing my thoughts. I don't think i possess the organizational skills to process emotions properly ( Read more... )

Why is it that when I have the most to say there is nothing to say at all, nothing to justify the emotions I feel? Never ever. So much love and hate and sense of abandonment and evil and forgiveness and lacking and longing and refusal and denial and utter sadness and over run and discontent and musical and silent and screaming and restless and ( Read more... )

I feel as though so much has happened in the last two weeks I failed to seriously post, that I am inevitably behind and unable to recap, so many things need to be word for word and blow by blow, it would take too many links and pictures and emotions to post ( Read more... )

my last entry was stephanie accidentally thinking she was typing in her own lj. i can handle my life and my car and my looks and definitely new year's alcohol.

So basically three girls end up getting ready for New years a little later than usual. shana, keely and myself decided to take a chance and get the hell out of ltown for the new years. due to the fact that we all will be leaving this crazy place and movin to BHAM in 2005...anyways we decided to go to some party in wenatchee with a bunch of hicks, ( Read more... )

Larkin's dog got hit by a car. buh bye bailey. loved you while you lasted ( Read more... )

Peepaw is much slower than usual. You can tell his heart malfunctions are really acting against his personal will. I feel like I don't get to keep him for much longer. It will break my heart.

Lj feels like a lost home. There just isn't time for it in the hometown. Busy Busy Busy. Lots of things have been going on here, mostly bad, but spirits are still somewhat high and hopeful for the new year. I've become better friends with someone i used to think i might dislike. I enjoy that. he's really quite funny ( Read more... )

Where have you all gone? And why didn't I get to go too? And what have I done wrong? I cannot help what and who I am. If I have offended you and it has remained unspoken I'd like to hear about it as of now. Because I miss you. And I love you. And you are all gone. I feel it is my fault. In the end,it will be as it has been, inevitably, ( Read more... )