And suddenly the world turns upside down again, and my feet land flat on the ground.

Can someone please just make this all go away, I am so tired of the games, the pain, the not knowing anything, ever, please.

I baught a pair of sunglasses, they are tinted yellow. I really love wearing them because I look at things and nothing feels real, it all looks like a movie. It's as if the world is gone, and I have gone with it.

How the fuck did that just happen?

This is so fucked up, I can't even recognize her anymore.

I always feel like I want to vomit, as if I could pruge myself of all these feelings and thoughts, and feel nothing, if only for a little while.

Why can you never save the ones that you love?

I am floating. Through the air. Am the air. I am floating.

I am not floating, now I am falling, weighed down, no longer able to keep afloat.

And so I fall. And for a time, it is much like floating again.

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I have so much to say, but I don't know how to say it.

I can see so much, and I love it. I want to show the world what I can see, but I don't know how to do it.
I am afraid I will forget it, and then it will be all lost forever. And so I will tell you here, this is a good place to start.