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[_withoutreason]

i've been home for the past two days.
i feel like shit and my arm kills.
the pills my doctor has me on
knocks me on my ass.

i've recently discovered how much i miss these
certain people
















































mostly these two:






at one point in my life.
these people meant the world and so much more to me
now...
i barely talk to half of them and
one of them hates everything about me.

i have changed so much in the past six months.
the person i am now
isn't who i was then.
im not saying i hate who i am now,
i love my friends that i have now.
im saying that i regret everything
i let go.

these drugs are not good for me.
stupid doctor.