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[_worlds_apart]

I don't understand. Why am I always so attracted to the assholes?

The nice guys never truly appeal to me... no matter how hard I try.

Someone please explain.

Comments

[drama_queen69]

allyse! i know exactly how you feel!! its like, idk, but the worse and meaner the guy the cuter he somehow is. Idk why it is like that for you, but i think it was like that for me bc I didnt think or believe a guy could or should treate me nice and I accepted the way they treated me. I didnt think I truely deserved a guy who could see me for me, and respect me and be kind to me. Like, I didnt out right think that, but going through a lot of my old journals a few days ago, I came to realize that I didnt have a good sence of self worth at the time and I let those guys bring it down even farther.

Allyse, who ever this guy is, you can do so much better. Maybe just use him for some good times if hes a good kisser, but dont let what he says and how he acts or treates you get to you, because you dont deserve to be with a loser like that.

<3 u!

[drama_queen69]

oh yeah!! were not gonna do the scavenger hunt today bc not enough ppl could, but instead were gonna go to the park and fly kits and then go see meet the fockers at like 5:55. So if your not working or have nothing better to do, gimme a call on my cell to hang out. ttyL!~ <3

[_worlds_apart]

Thanks City. You're seriously probly the only one that understands what its like. It sucks so bad. No matter how hard I try, I cannot make myself attracted to a flat out... NICE guy. The situation right now is that this really nice guy likes me. And, he's not UGLY, he would usually be my type. And I know that if he was a complete ass hole, I would like him sooo much. but because he's a nice guy, I cannot make myself like him. That's what sucks so bad. And I dunno what to do. Any suggestions?? <333

And I think we should hang out... get coffee or something and chat. <3

[drama_queen69]

yeah i def agree! i ment to say something today at school but i totaly like, forgot! lol.
<3

[_thentherewasme]

I just think I'm attracted to the assholes because I'm such a sarcastic bitch anyway. If some guy is too nice, I'd be afraid he'd cry if I said something offensive, which I always do, so I need an asshole, not some little bitch. Hahaha.

[_worlds_apart]

hahaha. I must say... I do agree with everything that you just said. But its okay, cuz I'm in love with you anyways. Crap.. I mean, I love you anyways.

<3

[mariposa20]

Let God do the chosing..He's a good daddy, would never give you anything but the best...i know by experiance <3

[_worlds_apart]

I know. It's just easier said than done. <3