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I hate booker, i hate the black people, i hate the stupid kids, i hate being stupid there, makes me feel like a stupid black nigger, i hate being around niggers, i hate the spicks, i hate the people that work there, i hate sexest pigs, i hate men there, i hate stupid emos there, i hate the teaches, i hate Ms. Bryant that stupi kike bitch, i hate Ms. Choe because she is a crazy korean bitch, i hate piano there, i hate chorus its pointless to go they dont care if i am there or not, i hate myself for failing, i dont think i deserve to even live right now, i hate being myself and how stupid i am, i hate the work i try to do, i hate all the excuses i make, i hate being here and not helping people with ne thing, i hate being a waste of air, i hate not being able to read a book, i hate getting head aches, i hate my body, i hate eating, i hate looking at myself, i hate being in my body, i hate wishing i was someone else, i hate being so stressed out, i hate not being able to be with aaron all the time, i hate not being a good friend to kayla, i hate not being able to be perfect for either of them, i hate my dad thinking i am a dissapointment, i hate him telling me i am going to end up a fuck up, i hate him hating everything i try to fix, i hate my mom for calling me fat, i hate how she sings that i am a jiggly puff, i hate how she tells me to suck in my stomach when i sit down, i hate that my stomach isnt perfect, i hate that my boobs arnt bigger, i hate being chubby, i hate having undied hair, i hate being called a blonde, i hate being ugly, i hate being a teenager, i hate being annoyed, i hate being annoying, i hate having to deal with people, i hate being a nice person to people who dont deserve it, i hate being alone, i hate having to many people around, i hate being popular, i hate being a fuck up, i hate being a bitch, i hate being fat, i hate being a freak, i hate being horrible at everything, i hate not being able to leave....
I HATE BEING ME.